Dax - Depression

i can't find myself i get lost inside my brain

i can't find myself
i get lost inside my brain
i think i might need help, mm
but i pushed all of 'em away
i took the cards they dealt
and there's nothin' i can change
so, when i'm by myself
i just pray for brighter days

sometimes i sit, and i reminisce 'bout the good times
wish i could get those back
i keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
and they go on these tracks
i'm not ready to erase all my memories
hmm, i fight depression and i let it get the best of me
now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone